I am going to take full advantage of using my blog as a diary right now; FULL advantage. I am fuming and need to get this out. It should be Slimdown Sundays, but right now, I just don’t care about anything. I am sure I will regret posting this later.
I am tired.
I am tired of the tantrums,
I am tired of the screaming,
I am tired of the yelling,
and I am tired of the stimming.
I am stressed beyond stressed.
I am tired of trying to figure this out, trying to find the answers, but still feeling like I am getting nowhere.
I am pissed off.
I am angry.
I hate Autism.
Yes, I am very down right now. In an hour, I will be back up to myself, but right now, I am frustrated and needed to get it off my chest.
Ladies and gentleman, this is Autism at it’s finest. This is the really real side of Autism you don’t hear about.
Do you ever hate Autism?