Big Scary Love
It’s almost the end of January which means it is only 2 weeks until Valentine’s Day or as my niece Daisy calls it: “Valloween”
Raising children is scary, any children not just those with special needs like mine. You love them so much and do everything you can to protect them but at some point they have go out and experience the world. And that is scary. When your kids do have additional needs that can make them more vulnerable, it is extra scary.What is Valloween you may ask? Well let me explain:
With Special Kids, you can also find yourself advocating, negotiating and yes, sometimes defending them in situations with people who don’t really understand. A fellow special parent told me she had heard us described as “Mafia Mums” by a professional who works with her son.
It was meant as a pejorative but I liked it; I don’t mind if I’m feared as long as I’m respected. When it comes to my kids:
I also find the love I feel for my kids quite scary. At the end of one of the tough days when they might be out of sorts or in an intense mood, when they get “stuck in a moment” and we can’t work out what they need – there is that moment when they finally fall asleep. ahhhhhhhh.
So you sneak into their room to tuck them in and find, not the raging ball of anxiety who was dominating the household for the last 16 hours, but a soft faced little angel.
That’s when I put my hand on their forehead and kiss them on the cheek and whisper: “I Love You”
And feel that fierce visceral love that makes your chest tighten and your eyes a little bit wet.
There is another kind of love that can sometimes get overlooked when you are busy parenting. And that is love for your partner. Partner as in co-parent, not partner as in co-worker – as it sometimes becomes.
Romance can get lost in the challenge of managing any family. Sometimes it’s a relay where you barely nod and wave as one comes home from work and takes over while the other goes out to meetings or more work. Sometimes it’s a marathon for one of you while the other is away. There are many families in Ireland that are divided by the economic need to find work abroad.
Sometimes you are the supporter, sometimes the competitor and but you rarely get to sit in the stands together and just watch the game, holding hands.
So Valloween should be a time to make an effort to remember why you got together with that person in the first place.
I LOVE Box Sets, and my Valloween has already found me the first series of my favourite show on eBay: “Royal Pains” I’m so looking forward to 12 hours of inertia spent with Hank, Evan and Divya in the sunny Hamptons. Liam loves this too as it means I stay in one place, so he tucks himself in beside me. A double Valloween gift.
|Hank Lawson: the McGyver of Concierge Medicine.|
I usually choose Champagne but lets face it, I choose that for Christmas, birthday and when we had the money; Friday! so it is not as special. And no store bought chocolates. (especially if the store is attached to a petrol station)
|Delivered in full by www.dropdeadchocolates.co.uk – 3 mysteriously vanished before I could take photo.|
Ordered online from www.dropdeadchocolates.co.uk they actually arrive in a few days and the box fits perfectly through the letter box so your beloved can be truly surprised*
The sample I chose are exquisitely deliciously perfect little creamy macarony balls of delight. I actually wiggled my toes tasting them.
And unlike certain commercial brands of chocolate box/tins – every single one is delicious. The choice is enormous with dozens of different shapes, sizes and flavours in the chocolate range. They also do taster boxes if you want to try a few yourself in the name of research.
So do it, set aside a few euros, do a little bit of research into your beloved’s actual favourites (not yours) and order a box in time for your Valloween. Show your Big Scary Love.
Disclosure: As you can see, I can and have been bought by Jonathan Danby and his Drop Dead Chocolates for the price of a box of Macarons. I tweeted him, he replied and the long dark nights of christmas were made creamily good when that box dropped through my door. I will do anything for more.
*Postage is free within the UK if your order is over £14. In Ireland you could use the Parcel Motel UK address and have them delivered to your nearest Parcel Motel for only €3.50
NEWSFLASH! Edited to tell you that Jonathan just offered one lucky commenter/sharer the chance to choose TWO TASTER boxes of their choice of Dropdead Chocs for delivery by Valloween. Comment here and share somewhere tagging me to enter. Tag via my twitter @lisamareedom or Facebook me on www.facebook.com/hammie.says
Everyone who enters by the 10th of February will have their name written on a bit of paper and put into a bowl in Smythesdale, Australia where my niece Daisy will do the draw. Winners announced on Youtube.
|My protege Daisy, in training for the draw.|