Warning - I am upset - I Hate Autism

I am going to take full advantage of using my blog as a diary right now; FULL advantage.  I am fuming and need to get this out.  It should be Slimdown Sundays, but right now, I just don't care about anything. I am sure I will regret posting this later. I am tired. I am tired of the tantrums, I am tired of the screaming, I am tired of the yelling, and I am tired of the stimming. I am stressed beyond stressed. I am tired of trying to figure this out, trying to find the answers, but still feeling like I am getting nowhere. I am pissed off. I am angry. I hate Autism. Yes, I am very down right now.  In an hour, I will be back up to myself, but right now, I am frustrated and needed to get it off my chest. Ladies and gentleman, this is Autism at it's finest.  This is the really real side of Autism you don't hear about. -------------------------- Do you ever hate Autism?